havinissuesisfun's Xanga

Saturday, November 26, 2005

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 17:29:34 GMT

Sooo... my family's in town they're staying for another day then going back to Boston. That's where all my family lives except for my parents, my brother, and me. I haven't really talked to anyone all break except Aysha when she came over and stayed the night. She got a razor cell phone so she's happy and she left her old Cricket over here and I tried talking to Jason over break, but that hasn't really worked out because he's busy hanging out with his friends and playing video games to call me and he was supposed to come over Wednesday, but he went with Derek to help with his uncle's crap and got paid. So... yeah whatever. I'm going to go play me some Texas Hold 'Em and get my mind off of everything going on in my life right now. Love all ya all leave some comments.

Signed,

Rabbit

Friday, November 25, 2005

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 17:51:17 GMT

I am alive. I just wanted to let you guys know well... for those of you who actually read this every now and then... If someone does still read this please add a comment because I'm about to close this thingamabobber down. Well I have to go talk to all y'all later.

Love,

Rabbit

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 23:38:00 GMT

So... I got my greenhand degree today for ag. It was alright, but it was pretty gay, but so is everything else in ag. I haven't talked to Jason today and barely yesterday. He didn't call me either day, and he said he would. So... I don't know what to do. I know he loves me, but I guess I'm having my doubts on how much he loves me because we already don't talk at all and I don't want to get hurt again. I've put my heart through hell and back and I don't know... I just want to talk and be with him, but it just doesn't seem like he wants to even talk to me. Maybe I'm rushng back into this too fast. Maybe I should give him some space and back off a little... I don't want to be the needy overwhelming girlfriend that he's embarrassed to introduce to his friends and never wants to talk to but I want him to at least call when he says he will. I'm getting to worked up over this. I've just been locked up in my house so much that I have to much time to think about things lately. It just doesn't seem like he wants to talk to me... so... I don't know... Well... nothing else really happened aside from another random chic doesn't like me and all that good stuff. So leave some comments people I'm starting to feel lonely. It's ok to say hi. So just do it... please.

Signed,

A Depressive Bunny

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 19:47:53 GMT

It got crippled you can figure it out

>[( About You Survey )]<

[[-The Basics-]]
-Name- Ashley Marie
-Nickname(s)- Stewie, Rabbit, Ash, Baby Girl, Sparky, Cry-Baby
-DOB- 10*23*90
-Hair Color- dark brown with lighter brown hilights -Eye Color- brown
-Nationality- Italian and chinese
-Height- 5'6
-Weight- 135

[[-Favorites-]]
-Singer- Tyson Ritter
-Band- All-American Rejects
-Show- Viva La Bam, Drawn Together, I don't know I watch mostly music videos
-Channel- Fuse
-Candy- Ice Cream and Hershey's bars
-Drink- Milk
-Clothing Brand- I don't care as long as it looks good
-Store- Hot Topic

[[-This Or That-]]
-Tv Or Movies- Movies
-Pop Or Rock- Rock
-PC Or Laptop- Laptop
-Aim Or Yahoo- AIM
-Black Or White- Black
-Brunette Or Blonde- Brunette
-Friends Or Family- I don't see my family much and my friends are my family
-Prep Or Punk- I dress like both but I prefer punk

[[-Love Life-]]
-Do You Have A Bf/Gf?- Yep
-If So, How Long?- We started in March then we broke up for 3 months; now we're together again so now a little over a month
-Crushing Or Loving- Loving
-Ever Been In A Relationship?- Yea I've had my fair share
-Ever Had Your First Kiss?- Yea
-If So, When?- Umm... O I know this! February of 7th grade
-The 1st Person You Ever Had A Crush On- Chris Keith
-Your Dream Bf/Gf?- Jason

[[-Friends-]]
-Craziest- Amanda
-Shyest- Lauren or Tori, but I don't really hang out with shy people
-Ditziest- Steph -Funniest- Britnae -Most Honest- Me -Weirdest- Renee -Most Trustful- Justin -Known Longest- Aysha

-Just Like You- Amanda

cOpY && pAsT tHiS iN uR xAnGa, iF u'D lIkE!!!!

Monday, November 14, 2005

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 22:51:39 GMT

Soo... we got the letter from Acheive today and we need to go to an interveiw type thing before I know what's up. I don't know. I was all happy and hyper today at school. I don't think Mrs. Carnes likes me much. My LA teachers have always hated me. But today I asked her if after we were done with this book we could have more fun and she got a little pissed and said I needed to be more tactful. O well.... I can't go to a party this weekend so I don't knw what my dad's going to do.... Well I have to go I might add more later. C-ya.

Signed,

Rabbit

Friday, November 11, 2005

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 19:24:15 GMT

Ok.. Soo... I'm grounded for I don't know how long... I have to do Acheive and that's great... But I have some good news.. I just saved a lot of money on my car insurance by switching to Gieco. Not really the good news is that I'm allowed to see Jason when we're done being grounded (he's grounded too, but not really). That's in about a month.. Great. We're getting yahoo or whatever so yeah... I have to go but I got caught shoplifting with my Amanda at KMart so that's why I'm grounded... O well... It's not just you're not allowed to go anywhere grounded it's you're a social pyria grounded. I have to ride the bus... Grr... Well... I have to go bye...

Signed,

The Imprisoned Rabbit

Sunday, November 06, 2005

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 22:06:00 GMT

Finally! I can add entries again. It was gay and like all of xanga was blocked. So... my mom unblocked a little bit and I figured out her password and fixed it all up. Party! I went to a party last night and it was fun. It was really boring at first and I didn't like it but it got better. Jason, Aysha, and I saw the Fog on Friday. It wasn't very good. At least I got to be with Jason. I'm so confused right now. I know Jason loves me and all. But... I'm so insecure... I don't know what to do. I'll just leave it be it might bother me, but it's nothing I'll get over it...

Monday, October 24, 2005

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 19:30:18 GMT

YESTERDAY WAS MY BIRTHDAY! WOOHOO! So... Saturday was homecoming and I had a blast. Even though my date bailed on me, and some chicks who I don't know and don't know me were calling me a skank and stuff like that, and I didn't talk to Jason all weekend until Sunday. But.. I only let stuff like that get me down for a little while then I'm back up and happy again... usually... We went to Cousino's for dinner and all the people except John were at my house and we all took pictures and everything. There wasn't many pictures of me from my friends' cameras at homecoming. O well... I don't care. While I was dancing with Seth his sister Leah whose my friend took a picture of us and njow she says she's going to use it as blackmail. ANYWAYS... Katie and Amanda spent the night Friday and Saturday and Amanda did last night too. It was so much fun. On Sunday morning my dad made us breakfast and bought me cookies and made me fudge. After breakfast Katie left and Amanda and I passed out on my bed. We hung out upstairs and around 4 we went downtairs to watch my brother while my parents went to a party. Jason came over at 4:30 and stayed until 7:30. He got me a dozen pink roses, a big Hershey's chocolate bar, and the Moulin Rouge DVD. I was so happy. His mom got me two blue glass dolphins on mirrors too. I've never gotten anything like that before from anyone on my birthday because I've never had a boyfriend on my birthday before. I liked it. Aysha and Terrelle came over and they hung out with Amanda downstairs while me and Jay were in my room. He said he's going to talk to my dad either Sunday or next week. He gets his liscense back real soon and he gets to play FRIDAY! I'm going to his game one way or another because it's the only game he gets to play. I probably won't see him much this week if at all because he's going to work his ass off so he can start on Friday. I can't wait to get to see him play. I only went to one of his baseball games and that's when I didn't like baseball much. He says I wasn't paying any attention, but I was. Grr... Then, last night Aysha wasn't feeling very good and I turned mom on everyone and he started calling me mom. It made me a litttle mad. It confused me too. I was like INSEST!! Sorry... random outburst. It happens a lot... Well, I have a lot of homework to do. Bye.

Love all ya all always,

Rabbit

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 23:37:56 GMT

Tears... sob... sob... Everything I typed is gone! I wrote all about today and last night and Man scouts and Clash Day and Jason and Ashley and Angie and everyone and it's gone. I'm so sad now. That's evil and whechy and crippled and ::twitch::

I'll add one tomorrow about everything that happened today and yesterday and tomorrow, but not now. I'm too irritated.

Jason I told you I'd mention you and now I am because my thing is crippled I'm not going to type much because that pissed me off.

Tear

Sob

Shrivel Shrivel

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 22:50:09 GMT

This was on my friend's xanga I liked it so I'm putting it on mine. It's cute and that's me, just take out the confused and can't make up my mind part.

When I look in the mirror,
I imagine a pretty girl.
and I think, that'll never be me.
Then I open my eyes,
And see the real me.
The girl with the big brown eyes
Who has makeup smeared on her face
From wiping away the tears.
A girl who's afraid of regret.
A girl who's confused.
Who can't make up her mind.
Why must I fight my insecurities?
Why can't I just be happy?