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So... I got my greenhand degree today for ag.  It was alright, but it was pretty gay, but so is everything else in ag.  I haven't talked to Jason today and barely yesterday.  He didn't call me either day, and he said he would.  So... I don't know what to do.  I know he loves me, but I guess I'm having my doubts on how much he loves me because we already don't talk at all and I don't want to get hurt again.  I've put my heart through hell and back and I don't know... I just want to talk and be with him, but it just doesn't seem like he wants to even talk to me.  Maybe I'm rushng back into this too fast.  Maybe I should give him some space and back off a little...  I don't want to be the needy overwhelming girlfriend that he's embarrassed to introduce to his friends and never wants to talk to but I want him to at least call when he says he will.  I'm getting to worked up over this.  I've just been locked up in my house so much that I have to much time to think about things lately.  It just doesn't seem like he wants to talk to me... so... I don't know...  Well... nothing else really happened aside from another random chic doesn't like me and all that good stuff.  So leave some comments people I'm starting to feel lonely.  It's ok to say hi.  So just do it... please.

Signed,

A Depressive Bunny